intro

"take some risks," you said. well, I've never taken a risk in my fucking life. it's not something I do. I'm not prudish or scared, but maybe I'm too fucking pragmatic for my own good. too reserved, too...well. that was a lie. I have never taken an uncalculated risk. don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. guess we'll see.

so here goes nothing. (look there it goes! run, maybe you'll catch it. wonder if catching nothing would be like the odyssey. "look mom, I've caught nothing." who's on first totally ripped off the odyssey, man. whole kit and kaboodle.)