and so we start to fall.

new year, fresh slate, time to start off a year with a power-kick to the balls - same cliche stuff you hear from guantez in her confidence-'boosting' speeches. i've got two years left to run in this hellhole and i'll never look back. phs as an academic institution isn't as bad as all of us make it sound, daresay, i like education, i like learning, i just don't like how we learn. and the people with whom you learn with. but then, you can't ever find an academic crowd you'll never get sick of, nor can you opt to hit the books by your own will; we just don't work like that. there's no happy medium, i believe.

aristotle:learning::ants:sugar

you don't need it, but you want it.